Share Your Mind
“You’re too young, Marazel.”
“I am not! I have my headdress already!” Marazel patted the floral adornment with pride. “I’m old enough for a contract if I want one.”
Her sister put her head in her hands. “Marazel. You got your headdress barely a moon ago. You only just approached Dialazel, for Di’s sake! Pull yourself together, tell Faraden you need some time, and wait a moon or six.”
Marazel made the godsign at Dialazel’s name, but otherwise showed no change in expression besides setting her jaw more firmly. “Faraden and I are meant to be. The contract is only a formality. You can’t stop us.”
Her sister’s head came up instantly. “Mara, if you even think for one—”
“—Marazel,” she corrected impatiently. “I approached Dialazel, so I’m Marazel now.” She made the godsign again without thinking and without ceasing to glare at her sister.
“I’m your own blood and I’ll call you whatever I want to,” her sister snapped. “I had the raising of you and I think not even the High Ones would blame me for calling you by your little name when you’re acting like a spoiled little.”
“I am not a little!” Marazel nearly screamed. “I’m an adorned follower of Dialazel now, and Faraden is an adorned of Jerikaden, and we can contract if we want to!” She raised one foot as though to stomp it, hesitated , then ran out of the room even as she made her third godsign.
Did you not realize she was this headstrong? A dry voice echoed in her mind. She has been in your charge for years.
I’m sorry you had to hear that, Marinae replied ruefully. She’s always been a handful, but I suppose I was just so shocked… I reacted, without trying to handle her.
I cannot be your Guide if I do not know your problems, Elizadrinae pointed out. You admitted as much when you approached me all those moons ago.
Her Guide was right, so Marinae just let it drop. Briefly, she thought she felt amusement at her capitulation, but it was gone as quickly as it had come; her Guide was simply dormant again, as usual. Remembering some of their own past conversations, she wondered once more how often Marazel’s Guide chimed in. Dialazel was one of the gentler High Ones, but Marazel was so uncharacteristically dutiful about the godsign that there must have been sharp words from her Guide in days past.
Marazel’s Guide could also be one of the stricter aspects of Dialazel, her Guide piped up unexpectedly, intruding on her thoughts. Just because I am a Guide of Elizadrinae does not mean I am identical to the others.
“Really?” In her surprise she spoke aloud. “I didn’t know you were all different!”
You never asked, Elizandrinae pointed out primly. What use would I be if I did not adapt to suit my followers’ needs?
No one was around to eavesdrop, so Marinae simply continued speaking aloud. “I guess I never really thought about it,” she admitted.
Child, if your kind had solved all the riddles of our creation, we would not need to Guide you, Elizadrinae reminded her. I am here for you; leave your sister to mine. They must make their own mistakes.